Thoughts...
What makes life work?
What am I not taking complete responsibility for?
Am I holding onto disbelief?
Activity is king. Results are for later...like 18 months later.
Develop the skills. Forget about the results for now.
What's the big deal. It takes time. And time will pass no matter what you do. What do you want life to look like in 5 years? That future you is still you. Take care of that person.
Pain does not need to be a part of progress. There's always a way to make it enjoyable. Stress is something we create by how we respond, behave, perceive, do or not do. Feel rushed? Start the day earlier. Solutions like that. Simple.